i think that i feel better off now. I'd finally realised that i am not a good-for-nothing.
but as compared to kah xuan, my classmate who is good at everything. Although i failed my physics test, i think that it is because i am too lazy and did not really study...
Friday, February 13, 2009
Thursday, February 5, 2009
a lonely girl in class
6/2/09
Today in class, i felt so lonely and nobody talked to me. I was really sad and tears nearly burst out of my eyes. i feel that 3e3 is a family and i am only a outsider. I thought that why should i even be here and be insulted and no one even talked to me. Even when i saw them, they walked away. I was really heartbroken at that point of time. Someone told me that i was too arrogant but i did not felt it that way. i think that since so many people hate me, i would be better off in another school. i was really really sad but i could not pour my woes to any other people except bottling it up.
luckily i wrote all this in here then i could be more relaxed...
i really hate myself for being so arrogant....
Today in class, i felt so lonely and nobody talked to me. I was really sad and tears nearly burst out of my eyes. i feel that 3e3 is a family and i am only a outsider. I thought that why should i even be here and be insulted and no one even talked to me. Even when i saw them, they walked away. I was really heartbroken at that point of time. Someone told me that i was too arrogant but i did not felt it that way. i think that since so many people hate me, i would be better off in another school. i was really really sad but i could not pour my woes to any other people except bottling it up.
luckily i wrote all this in here then i could be more relaxed...
i really hate myself for being so arrogant....
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